20 Apr 2017

【你不知道的SM故事】黑色的那個房間



為了想讓她擁有全新的體驗,他砸重金買了隔音泡棉、厚重的黑布、狗籠,悄悄地將自己的一個房間佈置成關上門後與外界完全隔絕,毫無光線進入的一個祕密空間。

調教當日,他替她蒙上眼罩,戴上項圈,牽著無不知情的她進入了這間特地為她準備的驚喜房,直到關上狗籠後,他才拿掉她的眼罩,轉身走出房間關上房門,讓她陷入完全的未知當中,被黑暗與寂靜包圍。

主人不見了,被獨自留下的她驚恐又不知所措,不知道時間過去多久。她又哭又叫又哀求,卻不知道除了她自己以外有沒有人能聽見她。縮在籠子裡的一角,恐懼過度的她竟哭到全身無法控制的高潮甚至難以自主地流出大小便,溼溼熱熱地液體與排泄物就這樣毫不留情地從自己的身體排出,但她卻沒有任何東西可以清潔自己。

「主人會回來的吧? 他總是會回來不是嗎? 」她試著理性地告訴自己,可是她也不確定,黑暗中的她無法思考,她爬到另外一個角落,瑟縮地捲曲起自己的身體,多希望這只是一場夢,她這麼想著,然後沉沉睡去。不知道過了多久,她才醒過來,但是自己仍在這裡,在這個伸手不見五指的黑暗房間的籠子裡,哪裡都去不了,主人也沒有回來。她又啜泣了起來,又不知道過了多久,突然聽見門打開的聲音,一道強烈的光線照進來,亮的她睜不開眼睛。睜不開眼睛也好,她知道自己無法正視自己留下的一地穢物。一方面羞愧到希望自己消失,另一方面方才的不安都煙消雲散了,知道自己沒有被主人遺忘,知道主人終究是回來了的欣喜,讓她又哭又笑。

她告訴主人,自己以為好多天過去了,並且訝異主人告訴她。其實主人才離開三個小時而已啊。主人溫柔地將她抱出那個房間,帶她去清洗,並且之後還獨自回來清潔了她遺留下來的不堪與凌亂。這對他和她來說,都是一個會記住一輩子的難忘經驗。



MOTTO  
警世名言 

Always find out your sub's phobias before play, or just remember always give them an enema before play. (Extra note: peepee and poopoo play are really difficult to clean afterward.) 

  1. 永遠要先弄清楚自己的m有哪些恐懼症,試探極限的同時,也記得不要超過m所能承受的底線。 
  2. 永遠都要記得先浣腸完再從事調教行為。 
  3. 屎尿play真的非常難清。

15 Apr 2017

SMer Couple跟寵物的日常


深夜的高速公路上
身邊一輛輛飛車急駛而過
沒有人發現
這輛車裡正在進行的活動

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帶上了項圈的寵物難得被放置到前座
因為她必須在男主人開車時用口隨時服侍小主人
配戴了長尾缸塞的屁股還必須高高撅起
讓男主人能玩弄那條可愛的尾巴
女主人在後座悠閒地看著眼前的賞心悅目
上班累了一天
現在是她放鬆的時間
能讓老公開心
自己又不用付出辛苦勞力
還能享受視覺上的饗宴
真是聰明的安排

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回到家後用fucking machine把玩了寵物
給了乖巧寵物一個應得的高潮
接著寵物把自己清理乾淨到床上提供已換上睡衣的主人們
輕柔地按摩時光
直到主人們睡意漸增
才把寵物安置到床邊的地板上
熄燈結束這一天


(photo from http://smackware.tumblr.com/)


瞬間。濕了


只是被捂著嘴巴
只是被固定著雙手
只是被呼了那麼一巴掌
什麼話也不必說
她的pussy
便在瞬間告訴了主人
她的回應

「請使用我吧,我的主人。」
如果可以說話,
她的pussy一定會這麼說的吧!?

(photo from http://www.soc.ucsb.edu/sexinfo/article/bdsm-bondage-dominance-sadism-masochism)

14 Apr 2017

你是為了什麼,要堅持當一個變態?


跟許多SMers遇到過的情形一樣
莉莉絲的臉書帳號也曾經被封鎖後來甚至被刪除
然後費盡千辛萬苦又去申請一個
只為了能在深夜跟同溫層線上交流彼此取暖

總覺得自己是個邊緣人
喜歡的東西無法大聲對旁人說出來
暗黑人生這一面總得遮遮掩掩
提心吊膽擔心特殊是好被人發現
眾多玩具得費心收藏
電腦裡的圖片照片得收納在深處
調教實踐的心得無法與一般人分享誇口
玩耍的時候行蹤總無法跟旁人交代清楚
生活裡藏了一塊不能說的空白
活得有那麼一些些辛苦

有時鑽牛角尖起來總是想為什麼要讓自己活得如此艱難?
不能光光明明磊磊落落的嗎?
人家說慾望可以轉換
我為何不去培養其他興趣然後用之取代慾望?
為什麼一定要堅持當一個變態?
雖然明明知道卻一直停不下來
只能順性去發展
一次又一次地回到那個原點
只因
不能停止面對自己
我就是這樣的一個變態啊
無法改變的
這麼樣的一個變態

嘿,正在看著我的blog的,你跟你還有妳
你們又是為了什麼?
堅持要當一個變態的呢?
有那麼一些人還願意挺身站出來
挑戰世俗的眼光
大聲的出櫃承認
自己就是這麼樣的一個變態
莉莉絲好佩服那些人的堅持
他們
又是抱著怎樣的心情呢?

(photo from http://sexpoeme.tumblr.com/)

7 Apr 2017

剛剛好的才能成就高潮


他停下手中操控的fucking machine
扶起Pet,pet臉上爬滿淚痕
哭訴方才機器太強烈的震盪麻痺了pussy的感受
一會兒後
女主人用溫柔了許多的跳蛋幫她
卻刻意將震動的頻率設在間歇性的波動
Pet扭著屁股想要更多
忍不住小聲地抱怨為什麼一直停下來
最後
在他的強力插入使用下
pet才終於達到想要已久的高潮

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就如同人生中各種其他場合一樣
即使是很想要的東西
太多了會承受不起
太少了又無法滿足
太近了會強烈到讓感受麻痺
太遠了又一點也無法止癢
永遠只有剛剛好的那些不太多不太少、
不太遠又不太近的moments
才能成就一波波餘波蕩漾的高潮

(photo from http://pokazuha.ru/view/topic.cfm?key_or=1316131&fclick=1&lnt_type=1)

25 Mar 2017

我的被虐人生


「啊~~輕一點輕一點!」
她忍不住哀號了起來
不知道接下來會發生什麼事
她無助地想躲,可是身體卻被壓制的動彈不得
被毛巾蒙上的眼睛什麼也看不見
未知的害怕啃食著她
一動也不能動的身體能做的只有強忍
幸好
接下來的觸碰很溫柔
她才將緊繃著的神經稍稍鬆懈了一些
「啊~~~」又是一次意料之外的疼痛來襲.....

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其實這是一次按摩的行程
她覺得按摩師就像是S一樣
在那個房間那個當下擁有任意處置她身體的權力
像按摩這種付錢當m被使勁揉捏折磨的SM情節
在日常中許許多多其他的場合
其實也時時上演
SM從來就沒有太多的神秘或獨特性
只不過是日常的延伸罷了

有時候她覺得
喜歡SM的自己
或許是在重現日子裡那一次又一次
急欲反抗卻無計可施的無力感
因為一直無法鼓起勇氣與之抗衡
所以只能逼迫自己在SM裡再次經歷、重新面對
好直視自己在日常中的無能
或許如m般的忍耐與噤聲
也何嘗不是一種成熟的「面對」!?


20 Mar 2017

Leather Care

I often get asked about how to care for leather, so I though a blog post on leather care would be a good idea.

There are three basic elements to caring for your leather toys:
1  Storage/Protection
2  Maintenance
3  Cleaning
If the first two items are done well, then the third item should not be needed very often.

Something important to know is which type of leather your toy is made from, more specifically, how the leather has been tanned (tanning is the process used to change animal skins into leather).  Generally there are two types of leather used:
1  Chrome Tanning - noted for producing thinner and softer leather and is pre-dyed and finished.  Chrome tanned leather most often has fixed color and needs less maintenance, it will also not age and weather, but is also more susceptible to damage and tearing.
2  Vegetable Tanning - noted for thicker and stiffer leather and can be dyed and finished as desired.  Vegetable tanned leather will change color with age, exposure to sunlight, dirt, oils; etc. will weather the leather giving it a 'vintage' look.  The leather is more resistant to damage and can be custom colored, but does need more care and maintenance.
I custom dye/color and finish all of my leather, so I always use vegetable tanned leather.  This does mean more maintenance is required, but I feel that vegetable leather is a superior material to chrome leather.


1. Storage/Protection
Storing your leather toys in a place with low humidity and away from water will help your leather last longer.  Moist and wet environments will encourage mold growth, and if leather stays wet too long it can break down the fibers in the leather.
If your leather does get wet, then dry it out naturally (don't put in front of a heater or fire, this will damage the leather) then apply maintenance to the leather.

Don't keep leather in direct sunlight; the UV light can darken the leather (sunlight will give leather a sun tan!).
I have also found that if leather is kept too dry or in sunlight, it can become dry and stiff, this can be helped with maintenance, but stiff leather can suffer stress cracks and breaks.

I like to keep my leather toys in a bag or a drawer with a few packets of silica beads (the type you find in new shoe boxes or some clothes packages) to keep the humidity lower.


2. Maintenance
There are two types of maintenance that should be applied to your leather toys.  After use, and Infrequent.

After use:
This depends on how you use your toys, and is more about playing safe than protecting the leather.
If you use your toys on multiple people, I recommend wiping each toy with antibacterial wipes between people.  This reduces the possibility of something being transferred from one person to another.


Now not all toys need the same amount of cleaning, e.g.
   A spanking paddle will need a quick wipe due to the flat - easy to clean spanking surface and the contact area (e.g. ass) it is used on.
   A 9-tail whip will need a good cleaning due to its many surface areas and it's ability to get into more areas of the body when it's used.
   Handcuffs generally need little cleaning due to the area of the body they are used on, unless a person has a skin condition or wound in that area that should be accounted for.
   Masks need a good clean, on all surfaces.  Breathing through the mouth and nose can spread a lot of contaminants on a leather mask, and the potential transfer of eye or ear infections is best avoided.
For the safest play, one toy for one person is best, and after use cleaning is still recommended.
It's worth noting that the alcohol from the antibacterial wipes will dry out and damage the leather, meaning that the amount of infrequent maintenance you do needs to increase!

Infrequent:
This can happen as often as needed and depending on the storage conditions of your leather.  I personally do this once or twice every 6 months.

I recommend Mink Oil; I use this to finish all of my leatherwork.
Simply rub it onto your toy with a clean cloth, and then buff it off with a second clean cloth.  Additional applications can be made.


If using antibacterial wipes a lot, I suggest re-working the leather toys with Mink Oil more frequently. This will help to keep the leather soft and supple.


3.  Cleaning
To properly clean leather, I use a special soap called Saddle soap.

Using a clean damp cloth, rub the cloth on the soap to make a foam.  Then rub the foam onto the leather.  After cleaning the leather with the foam, use a clean dry cloth to buff and polish the soap from the leather.
If desired, a coat of mink oil can be applied after letting the leather dry properly.


There are leather-cleaning kits available in some stores that are sold to clean items like leather furniture or leather clothes.  I don't use these products, as they are better for cleaning Chrome leather not the Vegetable leather that I use to make toys.